Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Monday, March 21, 2011

When I asked you


"How is your day?"

you said:

"Nothing much is new…when in fact it is precisely new. And it all is happening inward.”

the sound of it is like a clear bell ringing

I can't explain why I understand it

in my own way I comprehend

like shy birds that take flight

when approached

like tire birds alight

on twilight branches

some feelings are inexpressible

thoughts escape languages

It could possibly be like

the nest of birds inside a chimney

we hear it's bird call

each day a little louder and more bird like

then the next

until one day, they find their way out

they flew up the flue

and nothing sings from the

empty fire place.

Friday, March 04, 2011

Damn You Leibniz!!!
And all your cronies
yeah newton too
Lagrange
You are strange
you got your rackets going
now i have to rack my brains
oh i'm in pain
you mathematician
drive me to
drink and derive
I've had it up to here
with your limits
they squeeze me tight
until i can't breathe
which sends me
to L'Hôpital
2010
As a child
my godmother took me to see a show
before I knew what centrifugal force is
the motorcycles go round and round
in a cylinder
I'm on top looking down
she also took me to see
a magician saw a lady in half

years later, crossing a ferry on Vancouver, BC
In another continent
I saw a whale
bought a book on magic
perhaps I was looking for
my innocence
a believe that magic exists
what I found were rude pentagrams
evil hunger for power
beads and shells from the Caribbean

it never talks about how a letter
could make me cry or angry

never mentioned how two wheels
can travel in a sphere or cylinder

it did not tell me what my dreams meant
when I saw a man whipped a fish into his exact self
and the sparks of live wire
thrashing like eels above a lake.

it never talked about the flood I saw in my dream
and finding myself soaked with tears up on waking

it dare not mention the lost that I would have to suffer
the most incredible disappearing act of you.


2001 Summer

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Monday, March 19, 2007

Every Spring I begin to see falling petals in my dreams...I walk on pink carpet of such luxurious softness as the blossoms brush against my cheeks...my eyes blur with the on-slaught...ah but it comes and goes so quickly.

Monday, August 28, 2006

lyrics
Quick a line that comes to you, what song, who's it by?

"We don't have to work anymore now, so open up that ground and slip down." - Harriet Wheeler.

"Your fingers like fuses
Your eyes like cinnamon." - Beth Orthon

"May God's love be with you, always." -Joseph Arthur.

Leave me a message here...
Panonhalma
Panonhalma


On my monastic pilgrimage to Panonhalma,
the butterflies companied my walk up the hill.
It was a good omen.
Some were sulfur yellow,
the nectar crystal blue.
I know what they did that day,
playing hooky with their buddies.
I offer them cigarettes but they flew away.

Before that they were bland moths.
Now they are dangerous with their beauty,
shimmering caliper wings that makes me
ache for my own.
That’s why I left everyone, to hide in this hill walking towards the abbey, the sweat pouring on a long hot summer
Sacred day on hallow grounds.
When the Moon Completes
I’ll be seeing you
when the moon completes
all lunacy will be cured
when the moon completes

Tides pull forward to cover
the coral reefs.

There are the poets that
Tug at the tides
when the moon completes

Compete in verse
Complete in verse
Fulfill the tide

the coral reefs.

There are the poets that
tug at the tides
when the moon completes

compete in verse
complete in verse
fulfill the tide


When the moon completes
The sand cities turn to mud

The tides pulled over
Your tired dead body.

The battlements and
Palisades crumble to
Dust....
When the moon complete
Prophets will speak
Of heresy

Monday, August 14, 2006

August 11, 2006 Friday

Last night I saw poetry in motion a very old film about poets reading and performing their poems. I saw Jim Carroll reciting "Just Visiting". I re-read from 'The Book of Nods' the aforementioned poem and the NY and California Variation. Michael Ondaatje read a poem that he wrote for his niece. It was inspired or an answer to Paul Bowels assertion that Indian people don't have a sense of the musical. I remember just one pretty line about a lady walking into the room with clanking ankle bracelets. It was the last line of the poem.

I stumbled onto audiopoetry.wordpress.com via the tag features of Wordpress. I just listened to a poem by Ondaatje call 'To a Sad Daughter' on audiopoetry.wordpress.com. I don't know if it's read byOndaatje.

Basketball Diary

6.17.2002

As Far As…

As far as you know
I’m not here
As far as you know
I’m not anywhere near
Your magnetic fields
Of attraction
That makes the filigree
On my arms rise
As far as I can go from here
Not to be anywhere near
As far as you know
I’m nowhere near
Not from fear
Not from here
As far as you go to find
Me here
To find your fears
It’s not anywhere near here
As long as you fear
As long as I fear you near

Monday, August 07, 2006

Friday, May 20, 2005

After Years - Ted Kooser - Poem by
llast night lisent to terry gross's interview iwth Ted Kooser.
He came to Portland Arts and Lecture reading series and I missed out on it.
Went to see W.S. Merwin instead

Friday, September 10, 2004


Chinese Lantern in the Village of Siepc Posted by Hello

Crazy Doll eyes in Siepc Posted by Hello

Friday, July 30, 2004

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Wanting Less
Eleven empty easels sit in a room without
abstract paintings or collages. Let's be
this large empty room painted white
with a shellacked wooden floor. A room
of silence, naked and wanton. A life
without more hiatus. That moment of
vacuum, timeless. Let's be
rivers that run through the middle of houses.
Upwards light buoys us
to surge through cities of clouds, a place
never dreamed, realms of noble terror
and delight where we become brushstrokes.
"Wanting Less" from Sending Messages Over Inconceivable Distances by Karen Braucher. Copyright © 2000 by Karen Braucher. Reprinted by permission of the author.

Tuesday, April 06, 2004